Dear Baby,
I’m sorry, I promise I’ll be a better mommy than I am a blogger. Because I’m finishing my last semester of undergrad (so that you can have a smart mommy) life is just a little chaotic.
So, let’s see what we’ve done since I last posted:
You finally kicked me 2 days ago. I was sitting at my desk at work and I felt this weird thump inside me, on my left side. I thought “WHAT THE EFF WAS THAT?” then realized, oh yeah, you’re in there. It’s nothing personal, sometimes it’s just easy to forget that there’s actually a little human in there.
Daddy and I are starting to clean out what was a studio space to move our office out of what will be your nursery. We had a major freak out last week, for about 6 days, obessing over needing to move. I’d love for you to have a big yard, a big bright house, lots of trees around. A little like what I had when I was a kid. We’re also a bit worried about what to do for your schooling. But, we also realize that it’s important for you to stay in a neighborhood with working class folks, diversity, and culture. So, we’ll have to sort that out. A lot can change over the next 5 years or so, as we’ll both have new degrees and job opportunities.
Overall, we haven’t been too sick. I was getting really sickened by smells, like hand lotion, but that’s getting a little better.
I’m carrying you VERY WIDE, or so it feels. I’m growing almost as much sideways as I am front-ways. But, so far, I think I’m on a healthy track with eating well. I get hungry constantly–I never thought I’d get sick of eating, but I really have. I’m tired of snacking so much, but it’s already hard to take in a full meal.
On Friday, we are kicking off our spring break by going for your 4th ultrasound–hopefully we’ll be finding out your gender! It’ll be nice to be able to call you “he” or “she”. We’ve got some names picked out for you already. Thinking you’ll either be named after your dad or after his grandma, but we’ll see what happens. (I’m pretty excited about telling your derby aunts. Since they found out that you are about 5 inches long, they’ve been calling you “baby kitten”.)
My gut says that you are a boy. The same feeling I got about the last 5 friends that were pregnant and I predicted the gender. But, there are signs in the world that tell me you’re a girl. Songs on the radio, little things I see and hear point to girl. So, in two days, we’ll see who is more right, me or the cosmos.
Once we know if you’ll be a boy or a girl, we can start shopping. I’ve been really on my best behavior until this point, but not sure how much longer I can hold out. I’m looking forward to setting up your nursery!
Loving you more every day, little one.